Monday, December 3, 2012

Flow


Back again

At last I'm sitting here in front of our computer but don't know how to start again, I think I forgot how to type on key board and my head still empty.Sigh...

Well...It' been a year now that I endure not to touch our computer though I miss it so much. Even if I wanted to, I can't cause I have no time.I spent my free time in sleeping. Always craving for a sleep.

It's been a year that my daily routine was change. Being a single mother I have to look for the best way to give my children a better life. I have to work hard and even harder when I've got a double job that consumed most of my time.My first job start at 6am and end 6pm, then the 2nd one start 7pm 'til 12 midnight.

I sleep for 3 to 4 hours only and 30 min during lunch break. At first it's so hard but time went by and I'm used to it and enjoy though I really lost weight (fr. 66 kilos to 45 kilos, I don't have to exercise, he he he) I don't have any time for my passion and pleasures anymore, my hair grown longer, I can't even go to the salon. During my day off (Sundays of course) I have to do all the house cleaning (though my children did but I'm not satisfied), laundry and ironing, going to church, and always running shopping for our whole week food stocks.

But after those sacrifices, hardships, sweat and tears, after enduring so much body and emotional pain, it's  all paid off when I saw my children walking on the stage for the Baccalaureate march of Stephannie and Commencement exercise of my youngest with honors and awards.

They graduated the same day, Stephannie first in the morning. She graduated as Cum Laude, and of course I was so proud and happy.



And to my surprise the admin  called me up stage and gave me an award too. Recognizing all my efforts to send my children in a private school though it's so hard for me.


All teachers  and most of the students cried during her emotional speech.


In the afternoon my youngest did her march, and got awards too.


She's in college now, so still I can't rest, have to work hard more and more.


My Stephannie too is now working, a Hotel staff.

(Sorry photos not so good)